I am awake.
For awhile there I was dead to the world. I don't know why but I just didn't want to be social or anything at all. I just needed some time with myself and the one that loves me. That's all. I got that time and though this last month has been rough that time has granted me the ability to see through it all.
I was doing everything from crying because I didn't want to go home, to laughing my ass off because Sean's being silly. I don't know how he does it but he always finds a way to convince me that it will be okay to go home and be without him because I'm never actually without him. I love it. I love him.
So, there was Christmas, I got a Wii, games, books, tie dyed blankey, KISS light switch cover etc. I was so happy to get all the great gifts I got and I'm thankful that we could be a loving family for a day. Then there was new year's, I got to spend time with Paige and Sean which was just what I needed. They're the ones closest to my heart and I needed that.
And other than that things have been normal. Sorry I'm such a crappy Lj friend. But I've been antisocial lately. I'll try to get back into the swing of things.
Love you guys.